The Last Breath

Its those time of the year again. SCHOOL!! Man. Ain’t I excited. And for the past few days, I have been driving past my dear old Convent for quite some times. I miss wearing my uniform. Badges and name tags. Didnt had some hell of a good time. But suddenly it dawned on me that, this is the place where i grew up. And that special sense of familiarity and how we gals grew up in that very one spot is just amazing to be true. So here I am, at a different place. Just when u think it was gonna get better. Life is full of challenges. Isnt that what they always say.So its cliche. Some words are said toooooo many times, but not understanding the real meaning of it. I am always a happy kids when it comes to first day of school. i even got myself a new bag!! How excited. Bought some stationaries which i realised i have plenty of them in my drawer. We all have our unhappy moments in life. But its time to move on. We can’t just get bothered about the past. And i felt MISERABLE being alone and not really understand the true,genuine crystal clear friendship. But it suddenly became clear to me that, it is fine to be alone. The right term is “alone”. being alone is not miserable. So, the predicament i am in right now, is very twisty. I don’t get it myself either. But life has soooo many things for u to deal with than to realise that these things are just mere minor issues that u can overlook it. I don’t want to hypocrite myself any further. If it doesnt *click*, don’t force it to snap. Its better to be strangers sometimes. And i thought deeply to myself that, if u have one thing which is means the world to you, that’s enough. You don’t have to own the world. So..I m putting a smile on my face and a kick on my feet. “It will be just fine”, I said to myself. So nothing will go wrong on my first day to poly and everything will work out with nature. =)) NITEZ