The Last Breath

I guess it has been a very long time sinced i last watch CRIME SCENE INVESTIGATIONS. Well, that show really influenced me like crazy. Made me fell in love with biology. Thought me that the things may not be as simple as it seems. From there, I was dying to be a forensics. This is what I thought about. Too bad, i didnt make it. But fear not. Will be fighting like crazy again when i graduate. I m making a rebel. I want to fight as long as i can fight. Never understood the meaning of trying your best. But now its all clear to me. I want to make the best out of everything. So many things took me by surprise. When i put in a lot of effort in something which i expect something outta it, PLEASE MAKE IT HAPPEN!! The day i got my results, i cried like crazy! Over two B’s. That’s how stressful. Its like, i lost the motivation to fight. Because whenever i try to fight. That darn thing happen over and over and over again. It annoys me in some fashion but HEY! I am not about th give up. I used to get very superstitious over taboo stuffs and beliefs and the spiritual world. But all i can say now. I respect all of it, but will not believe in it. U see the difference? Because what i see is, the world is so occupied with all these things. Busy fighting over rights on sensitive stuffs and the list goes on. What do matters is how u feel and how u want it to be. I wouldnt let anything of it sway me any further. But yes! I do respect them. Good things must be learnt. And discard the bad. Which is hard. Cuz u don’t know which is which. I m playing with whatever cards i have right now. If biomedical engineering is it, then that shall be it. I just wanna play it well. Though i do have plans later in life. But that is not to worry right now. Do the right thing at the right time. And the art of talking is very critical. I have so much to learn. How to be powerful in ur speeches and not being offensive at the same time, that kinda thing. But right now. I just wan to be in my comfort zone. Like what CSI Catherine Willows said, “NEVER REGRET AND NEVER LOOK BACK”